Assalammualaikum and hai....
Alhamdulillah. On 15 April 2015, I already defend my proposal. Finally, after 4 years struggle bagai nk giler tulis thesis, baru le present. Result: got pass with major correction since my methodology part is wrong. Although ramai giler foreigners in my batch dh viva dh pun, me still terkedek2 menghabiskn write up. After this, doing my data collection which is so difficult I think. Since my sample of study involve nurses who work at general hospitals for each states, then I have to struggle damn hard. Deal with NMRR also quite difficult. Yeah, if your study involve with human or health, then you have to register on-line with NMRR first, deal with ethic committee and finally get approval. I think this process will take 1 month, based on my uncle who done it before.
Now, I'm just relax at home. I'm going back home because my little brother who study medical at Dacca Medical College came back for holiday and I feel so stress when I'm stay at UUM. Dont know why. I just feel frustrated with my phd process. My dorm-mates at SAMURA, already done with her phd convocation and only takes 4 years to complete her study. Me, after 4 years only can defend my proposal. What a bad bad process. I feel so stress since I already 26 for this year and in January 2016 will 27 years old. I feel so useless; still not complete my phd, no career, no salary and of course no boyfriend!!!hahaha. I called my mum, told her everything, but yeah before doing that, I cried few times till I got migraine.
While stay at home, I doing my work. Do some correction and consult with NMRR since I have to do data collection after Hari Raya Puasa. I hope everything went well. For others who wants to do PHD, you have to prepare physical and mental, and yeahhh not to forget to keep praying. If possible for Muslim, do some 'solat sunat such as Dhuha', Tahajud, Hajat'. That all for today. Have a good day.
